Back.

I know. I’ve been M.I.A.

I’m not even going to say it’s because I’ve been so busy and I just can’t think of a time to stop and write OR My life is so boring and there’s nothing to write about OR I forget and time goes so fast and now it’s already almost October!

No.

I have been intentionally not writing.

Kind of ever since being back from Dubai (which is now already almost 6 months) I haven’t really felt super comfortable writing. I don’t know what direction to take.

I can’t keep talking about Dubai, even though I think about it every day.

I can’t talk about my new career, because I don’t have one.

I can’t talk about what I’m going to do tomorrow because I don’t know.

I can’t keep talking about not knowing what I’m doing, because that’s repetitive + worthless.

I also don’t want to act like I have a plan when I have no clue what’s going on. So I decided I was going to stop blogging until I found my next job. (I pretty much said I’m going to stop doing everything and anything until I find my next job). Pressure’s on.

Without a job, I feel without direction. Without stories. Without a plan.

I’m still on that bandwagon but feel like it’s coming to an end… soon. (Thank God) So I need to get back out there with my blogging because I enjoy telling stories + updates + discoveries and adventures.

My personal purpose was to document my life in order to remember my thoughts and tone through the different years of my splendid existence. But this is the phase I’m hoping to kinda rush through in the story, like hurry up, not important, boring, byeeeee. The quick chapter you skim through.

{Wah, I know, depressing.}

So boom, back at it I am. Hopefully coming to an end on the skimming through chapter and on to the one where the story picks back up.